So what do we still have to do??

Those of us coming out of performance-based Christian systems are happy to have escaped the pressure of all the stuff you had to do to be “spiritual”. So glad that’s behind us. But there is still a depressing anxiety – “I feel that I was a better Christian when I was doing all that stuff. The Bible has all those commands – pray, study the Bible, etc. In the church I (sometimes) attend now, I constantly hear exhortations about it. Don’t I have to be doing these things in order for God to approve of me?”

The short answer is “No.” God approves of us because of Jesus. Period. Jesus died for our failures, plus he perfectly obeyed God on our behalf. God accepts what He did and puts it to our account. There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

So, okay, you believe that already. That is how you came to Christ. But now that you’re a Christian, aren’t things expected of you? The commands are still there in the Bible and they continue to plague you.

I want to attempt a couple of posts to tease out the elements of our freedom from performance, so we can chew it in small pieces and hopefully begin to digest it without gagging on hard lumps of commands. It’s not that new “truth” is needed to solve this problem. It’s a matter of bringing together what we already know.

To begin, it’s important to keep firmly in mind God’s single overarching value, which is LOVE. The Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit have been enjoying perfect love and communion from all eternity. Human beings were expressly designed in the image of God to have the ability to take part in that circle of love. It was the great pleasure of the triune God to include man. Jesus summed up God’s expectations for man. There were only two (all the others hung on these): Love God and love your neighbor.

BUT….right off the bat Satan very cleverly lured Eve to waver from her love of God and Adam and to act independently. And he lured Adam to forsake his love of God and Eve in his desire for the “knowledge” she had acquired. Then Adam started the blame game, and we know the rest of the story.

Obviously, in terms of God’s law of love, mankind is now completely riddled with sin. It’s a fact often conveniently skimmed over in performance-based ministries, in the relentless push to get everyone doing more and doing better. But hold the phone. We are thoroughly messed up people. Love is not our strongest point. Faith in Christ doesn’t miraculously change that.

If a church is set up in terms of rules, it might make sense to assume that the gospel changes us from being unable to keep them, into those who now can. But if the Church operates on the law of love, it becomes apparent that the gospel does not transform us into beings who are now capable of perfect love. Try as you might, your buttons still get pushed. Your family background causes you to do too much for someone. Or too little. You practice petty deceptions to save yourself from disapproval. And the thoughts you sometimes have about certain people…let’s not even go there. Isaiah speaks the truth – our best righteousness is like filthy rags.

But the thing is, God still wants perfect love around Him, and the Bible is very clear, from beginning to end, that “sort of” living up to his expectations won’t fly. If you slip up in the least way, you’re guilty of breaking the whole thing, because it’s not a matter of a list of rules, some of them important and some minor. If God’s standard of righteousness is a matter of love, you’re either righteous on the basis of living a perfectly loving life, or you’re not.

This has been pretty bad news so far. It hasn’t lifted the burden of performance expectations in the least. In fact, it has increased them exponentially. But we’re in good company. This is how Paul begins the book of Romans, too–all is sin and failure in the first two and a half chapters, concluding with this precept: No one – (and we have to repeat, this includes believer and unbeliever alike) – no one is going to be justified by living up to the law of God. When we come to the final judgment seat of Christ, there won’t be anyone there – not Mother Theresa or anyone else – who will be able to justify themselves in that legal court by their record of a life of perfect love.

But then we turn the page, and behold, Paul announces a remedy for this dismal situation–a perfect righteousness, a Life of perfect love toward God and man, is brought into court on behalf of the guilty and exhibited as a gift that has already been given to all who believe in Christ!

You can see where this is going. Stay tuned….

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Margaret Irons and her husband Steve and three children were in the Fullerton Geftakys Assembly for twenty years. We left in March, 1990. We are still recovering and learning in Orange County, CA.

3 thoughts on “So what do we still have to do??

  1. Dear Bob,

    I feel you pain. As what I wrote about above I get into my own version of trying to find the “balance.”

    One thing for sure, we will never find that perfect state where “God pours in and I pour out” through trying to create it ourselves.

    What I mean is, sanctification (even if this is described as a kind of balance between God’s grace and my actions) is a job we will always mess up.

    Paul tells us not judge ourselves— why? Not only is there things going on inside that we don’t understand we also can’t be honest on how we conclude what needs to be fixed.

    As an example, consider the story Jesus told about the Pharisee and the Publican praying. You know the story— one prayer was accepted as spiritual and the other rejected as not being so.

    One guy was aware of his good works and the other recognized he had nothing to bring from himself to the situation of his relationship with God.

    Contrary to Assembly teaching we are always where the Publican found himself— with nothing to bring from self as a means to merit either God’s approval or advance his own spirituality—- not to mention doing anything to advance God’s work.

    When ALL that we have is God’s grace we end up producing the fruit of bringing all the glory to God. I can now honestly admit my deep lack of spirituality that places me firmly in the ranks of those around me in the human race.

    This makes it easier for others around us (imagine how tough life must have been living with the Pharisee in the story).

    I know there are lot of blanks to fill in with this topic, but let’s keep talking and see if we can help each other.

    Love, Mark

  2. Yes indeed thanks for the topic, and Lord knows I need deliverance here. There wasn’t anything I did that wasn’t done perfectly and now I am still struggling to let go and learn of His grace. My wife, my family, are all targets in this relentless pursuit to find “what I still have to do”, and I can not come to the place of just doing nothing and letting the grace of God be everything. There has got to be a balance (I think), but where do you put the fulcrum? I am just so plagued with what I need to do on the one hand and yes indeed relived I don’t need to do anything on the other, but inside the wrestling’s won’t stop, and the guilt just won’t go away. Please help if you can…

  3. It is amazing to me that after all of the years I’ve been out of the Assembly I still get into the performance based attitude I know is wrong.

    I still remain very sensitive to anything that can induce guilt. As in, “am I doing enough, pure enough, etc. to ‘win’ God’s love?”

    The battle, for me, seems to be finding the ability to tear my eyes away from wrestling with what is going on within and look away to Jesus.

    Like when Moses raised up the serpent in the wilderness the fact of just looking at it had the power to bring healing life.

    So much of what we do is based on habitual emotions that have been formed in our past, and especially so in the intense environment of the Assembly experience.

    In the past we believed in a very diminished Gospel, that only opened the door (a tiny crack at that) to putting us on a “launch pad”—- but take-off would only come via our best efforts.

    The answer to this deeply imbeded error in my psyche is to constantly see the Gospel for what it truly is—– The very biggest thing in the whole Universe, and that it is so giant it is beyond my comprehension to fully grasp!

    My performance, when compared to His, becomes so small a significance as to lose all meaning! His love, when weighed against my sins, cause my guilt and fears to flee far away!

    Thanks for the topic Margaret and I’m “staying tuned.”

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